Returning to the World of Work

After more than a nearly uninterrupted 22 years of being unable to work, I recently went to work as a contract psychotherapist for a very good clinic in Chicago.

I was able to do this after a fall on unseen ice in 2013 led to a 3 month bout with the worst sustained pain I’ve ever experienced. When I fell on the ice I landed with a shattering jolt on my back. The pain was finally figured out by both my neurologist and pain docs who after looking at the results of an MRI found that the force of the fall jammed several bolts implanted during spinal surgery 12 years before into the surrounding tissue. In addition the same happened with the battery to my spinal cord stimulator and its wires threaded upwards on my lower spine.

I submitted to a dual surgery with both docs, one removing the hardware from the previous spinal surgery and the other removing the spinal cord stimulator. When I woke up in the recovery room the pain was simply and astoundingly gone. For good.

It took me a while to get the other pain under control but got it when my regular doc upped upped the fentanyl to a dosage high enough to quell the worst of the pain.

As it became clear that the reduction in pain wasn’t a fluke of…well…pain I began to work on getting my license to practice reinstated and then talked to the clinic and we decided on the contract.

I am also restarting a small private practice where I hope to work with people who live with intractable pain.

Even though I’m now in my mid 60s it’s been a thrill to work again and to find the work as invigorating as I did in my 40s.

The last issue I had to deal with was the recognition that my pain had up until then not been treated as aggressively as it should have. I was only mildly pissed off about that as I was so thankful to be able to work again.

About left0089

Columnist at American News Report. Pain care activist. Poet, memoirist.
This entry was posted in Uncategorized and tagged . Bookmark the permalink.

4 Responses to Returning to the World of Work

  1. Judson Somerville says:

    Yes unfortunately even pain doctors are often afraid to give sufficient amount of pain medications!

  2. For your info, this is the full spectrum of all known non-surgical and non-medication options for pain:

    Massage, radiant and IR heat, cold, spray and stretch, Cold Lasers, full forced hands-on physical thealy, full yoga and pilates instructions, full range of motion exercises, traction, inversion, Full Chiropractic services, spinal adjustments, scraping, cupping, brushing and active tissue release.

    Within the fascia and into the muscle as Intramuscular Stimulation with tools which can safely reach inside the muscle bundles: acupuncture, GunnIMS, and other tools that are metallic thin filament wire-like needles. [emphasis on the concept of intramuscular stimulative needling]

    Intramuscular stimulation with tools which can also cut densely packed muscle bands: prolotherapy, tendon and ligamentous injections, dry and wet intramuscular hypodermic needling. [emphasis on the idea of intramuscular stimulative needling]

    Vital points:
    All providers are not the same so finding one who can do best while moving your to wellness is vital.
    Blending and layering all of the options into a session or per week will help too.


  3. Chuck says:

    Was the pain relief a result of surgery or finally being given a proper dosage of pain meds? Thank you

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.