Without knowing a great deal more about you and what you consider “paranoia” I would be taking huge liberties with you. Those liberties would be crummy psychotherapeutic help; in short, no help at all and very possibly misleading and unethical.
Could you tell me more about exactly what you mean?
For me to say anything more than this right now would be antithetical to my professional duties. Anyone who’d dare make a definitive statement about your 9-word question would be presumptions at best and woefully misleading at worst.